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Saturday, 24 November 2012

What is Happiness,Sadness and Freedom ??

Seeking happiness from outside is the real problem.....wait a second......here i was paused by one of my friend and he fired some questions on me..
But what does it mean to seek happiness from outside...and why the teaching about reality, Bhagwat Gita is against seeking happiness...If somebody is happy its nice,that's what life is all about being happy and keep others happy!!!!

Seeking happiness from outside is a dependency...you depend on an event...a particular arrangement to happen....and it varies from mind to mind the parameter of happiness,happiness is what something which mind wants not you but you are not mind,you don't need happiness but you need something else which makes you feel yourself,you need something more than happiness...a joy...
You need a reason,a logic to be happy just like mind because you consider yourself as mind,you have learned to sit on a thought and flow with it,roam with it...in doing so you follow all the rules which mind tells you ,very obediently,efficiently.....happiness is allowed by mind...it won't resist you as it knows you are going with it....mind grows bigger with that as it gets a chance to add to your ego(a fake identity,limiting you).
Happiness is an arrangement that you wanted(this wanting is based on the thoughts that you hold,you kept in your pocket,assume to be yours),for example a poor mind can be happy to have a bicycle but a rich mind will be happy to have an island..it depends on the thought they carry......but arrangement can be different from what you want and that's sadness.....so with every arrangement there is non-arrangement as life changes every moment and it's not a possibility to meet non-arrangement but it has to happen....that is why there is a sadness with every happiness..it's bound to be there,it cannot be separated. Sadness in not visible when you are happy and vice-verse.It's a vicious cycle which confines in a boundary,limits you,adds a tag about good and bad,can do and can't do.The whole life you will be cycling around to have small happiness,at least be happy for a moment,so much dependency....you cannot control it...a bunch of thoughts,a bunch of rules decides when to be happy and when to be sad..not you..you become totally paralyzed.....at most you can do is to repeat an event which made you happy last time,but that also doesn't bring the same charm,same happiness but you somehow convince your mind I am happy just to protect your ego.

The teaching about reality and Bhagwat Gita is against happiness...as it is fake..it's not real...Why do you want to have a shallow happiness(with attached misery) when there is endless joy in life,when there is no arrangement required to live to the fullest,when there is no reason required to enjoy,when there is no education,teaching,rules required to be joyful , when there is no condition required to live,when there is no money,name,fame required to meet yourself,to know you.
so if you seek for a happiness from outside then you will remain in the never ending cycle of happiness-sadness,life-death...a lot of things you have to take care of....Just be in the present moment where you find the reality,where you come out of all the bounds and meet freedom,and can live a life for which you are born.
The present moment is answer to all question,a key to all your misery,its a joy....where to only breathing is enough to live your life to the fullest !!!!
Be here and now :)



Tuesday, 13 November 2012

Why present seems difficult to catch ?

When somebody ask you a question your mind matches the word and analyze it then fetches the answer for you....what is happening in the process ? you are basically living a past memory stored,a thought.This is not the case when somebody ask you something but almost always some thought keep dwelling in mind as mind's job is to observe and analyze or bring thoughts together related to the objects ,and now this shifting of thoughts from one to another continues and you were never aware to see that you entered into the virtual world,if you watch yourself for a smaller interval of time you will find many thoughts dwelling into mind....at the end of the day you will find the same situation,and even end of your life(body) also you will notice the same things...there are only few moments where accidentally you were aware and you entered into silence,felt yourself....rest of the time you live a imaginary world made by mind always busy in jumping from one thought to another,just like a series of vehicles are traveling in a row and you kept jumping from one to another...
Now presents become difficult to catch as now
a) Since years you are doing the activity of jumping and you found a way to be a bit relaxed or rather fool yourself to find a reason to live and live happily.
b) You are afraid of unknown,the thing that not belong to your daily activity and not only you but your great great ancestors have been doing this jumping activity and trained you to be like them,so there is a sense in what you learned rather than this reality and all those stuff.
c) There are people who somehow convince their part of mind or rather start pocketing some thoughts that there is something which is to be explored,to be achieved,a destination to be reached,a reason to be born !!! But these people find difficult to catch...but why ?
The reason is they catch some thought that there is something to be done,have to do meditation,have to activate chakras and start following a thought,this thought might be of your favorite GURU,but its a thought and you want to achieve that(which is not possible as thoughts are totally virtual,its nothing to do with reality,with real objects,how can you pluck real mangoes from a imaginary mango trees).
so these people keep a thought or you can say put that particular thought in a safety locker and think this is a key to success,a rule, a method towards enlightenment...they never release this thought and this thought get rotten with time and starts poisoning you,keeps you away from your being,that is why the more you try to find enlightenment the more you go away from it,the more you try to follow a rule,the more you are repelled.

Thoughts are meant to be free, to travel,to dwell....please free them,they look beautiful when you watch them flying not when you catch them put it in your pocket it becomes ugly,unnatural..thoughts basic nature is to move and you cannot change it...let it move...let it go...just watch it going...its a beautiful experience to watch it.
So now the question is what to do ?
First of all it is to be understood that there is no goal,no destination to be reached,a beautiful poem by sant KABIR "Kasturi Kundal Basahi, Mrig Dhoonde van maahi. Aise ghati ghati Raam hain duniya dekhe naahi.. "
meaning :- Kasturi is an element whose fragrance is very attractive which resides in a deer(mrig) stomach and the whole life mrig(deer) keeps searching it here and there but never realize that its their inside him only..not anywhere else he is searching...just like people keep searching for a unknown attraction which they keep searching their whole life and keep associating it with various things/objects like money,power, a person...everywhere except in themselves.

Whatever rules/thought you carry that you think is essential for enlightenment should be freed,should not carry it with you for long,you have to keep dropping it,the more you drop the more possibility of meeting unknown,meeting your being.You have to have courage to step into unknown,to do things not according to rules but when required,your action should be purely not planned.It should arise out of now,the situation.You have to accept deeply that whatever you want to find its already there,its there inside you...just have to discover it....just have to open the windows and let sunlight come inside,you cannot bring the sunshine but you can open your doors....
don't go anywhere for a search just be there wherever you are, present for a moment,not busy in pocketing thoughts/dreams/fantasy.

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

What is fantasy ?Why you feel elated while creating a fantasy ? What exactly happens at the core ?


I was discussing about mind with one of my friend  how we don't see that mind is responsible for all the problems.I told him that mind basic job is to create thought no matter whether it belongs to a rich,
poor,saint,murderer...as long as mind is there it will keep creating thoughts and hence problems.Mind cannot make you happy....it doesn't have the happiness stuff?
Immediately my friend paused me and asked but i do feel happy,excited when i make fantasy,when i dream ,when i create imagination and it belongs to mind...here mind is keeping me happy !!!
I think this is the doubt most of the people have....
So in the particular situation when one create fantasy,dream what  happens ?
Normally thoughts are always working,being created one after another with no or negligible gaps in between.When one creates fantasy the scenario is a bit different,here the thoughts are not arbitrary but directed by the creator, he creates the character and surrounding,so in the directive thought process the gap between the thoughts are more as its not random but the imagination is guided hence one is exposed to the gaps for comparatively bigger span of time..Now as soon as you meet the gap you meet love,you meet your identity,you meet oneness and it makes you excited,you meet joy in the process.So what exactly happening is that you are exposed to the gaps while creating fantasy,dream.Since you think you are mind only,it seems that mind has given you that happiness and satisfaction,so what mind does it uses the gaps in such a way that you never doubt on mind, it makes you happy.So you strongly believe that mind is responsible for the excitement.
But the fact is not that,the truth is something else.The truth is you are meeting yourself in those thought gaps.
This happens to a scientist,an artist also..they get the creative solutions in that gap only hence they feel a sense of satisfaction but on the surface mind presents you with something else,a virtual logic it creates and keep hold of it,which makes you hard to differentiate between you and mind.

Tuesday, 30 October 2012

What is HOPE ?


HOPE, that’s what mind has ,a very strong ingredient of it ,very fatal and will never let you know it. It works silently and sweetly and you get dissolve in the fantasy world, where the characters are all your creation ,and let it perform according to your wish, hence you feel on the top of the world.
When there is a deep hope you don’t fluctuate but you are also not out of mind.You still remain in mind but the difference is that you are focused on a single thought,you are not here and there but at a particular destination.You feel good doing that,you feel good making fantasy out of it.
In the process when mind creates fantasy,in between you meet silence ,a gap in thoughts as the thoughts are not random but comes with a wider gap and focused. Mind become now more dear to you,as your mind convinced that “I am there buddy,I will take care of everything ,you never noticed what happened underneath but only interested on the surface which looked like “HOPE” is very nice and gives you possibility to explore something new,it gives you reason to live,but the truth is it gives you reason to be like dead,to be insensitive,to be like a beggar when you are king,to be a in cycle of suffering.

When you start watching your mind you will realize that how this HOPE works. There are so many people whose life is strong suffering but they don’t kill themselves, they live,they live because they have a hope, they think things will be all right. From inside they wait for a magic to happen which will make all things all right. It happens also because happiness/sadness good/bad are one it’s a circle…when there is a sadness it ends with happiness as it completes one cycle. Again and again it happens…..its not magical but that’s how nature behaves…
Now you trust on hope and the believe that things get all right if you have a hope. Hope is nothing but just like another thought but a bit more focused compare to other thoughts that keep popping in you mind. Things happen as it has to because the existence is never the same it keeps on changing, science has also proved that in around 5 second you move several kilometers. Good/Bad ,power/weakness is all one ,when you are facing a phase for example you are going through a happy phase, you have to pass through a sad/tough phase as it’s a package you cannot separate it, but in the bad phase you again create a imaginary thought called HOPE now when you reach happy phase you give a credit to yourself that you had HOPE and hope is always positive but in reality nothing happened no hope/thought  was involved in the process,it was just cycle which got completed and it had to but since mind need logic for every act it gives birth to HOPE.

Humans are born to live with absolute peace,love and harmony,so its our biggest responsibility to live, live in here and now and be alert ,be  aware that thought/mind is not taking over ,we are not controlled by mind but live in timeless now,we should understand that mind is not playing a game and keep us busy with it. And keep us away from home,away from peace,away from love,away from oneness,away from LIFE.


Thursday, 25 October 2012

What is wish ? How to do it ?

Mind contains past and it has ability to do some permutations ,combination of past/thought and present it to you.It prepares a future/hope out of the stored past. So people keep following mind and keep jumping from
one thought to another and in doing so meet happiness/sadness.People completely accept this rule. they never come out of it...they never realize that this is not we are born for but to live in harmony ,peace, joy and oneness.
Mind has become subtle part and possibility of existence of something other than mind is suppressed.

Mind is growing very fast, just like life ,mind also is one and every day,every moment people are adding to it...its increasing and effect can be seen as well...People are becoming more materialistic,working hard,very hard to add something to mind,to increase the knowledge tank of mind.If you take a medicine without knowing what is the ingredient and effects of the chemical in it,you may die...that’s what people are doing making mind bigger and bigger without knowing the effect of it,without knowing mind...

In the deep desire of achieving a material and being recognized ,the mind is exponentially increasing as the gaps are minimized. People can be only at peace in no mind and this gap is becoming hard to see. There are so many thoughts(as mind size is increasing, consider mind of all the people as ONE) that people hardly get time to rest, relax.

The question is not how to go in no mind as one who really want are guided and finally reach to their answer...whatever you seek, whether material or no mind you will get it, but the seeking should be deep within the heart and it will come to you...The seeking should be more like wish,where you wish to live in peaceful world.

There is nothing like hard work, nobody can do hard work as you are not a doer but only  a watcher .You consider yourself as doer but you are not.For example look at all the people who is materialistic successful ,if you trace their background you will find that they only followed deeply what they desired for ,what they loved doing, they never did so called hard work. For observer it might be a hard work as he was not the seeker but for the seeker it was fun, it was life for them, they just followed their inner desire....

If you really want something, just dream...dream from core of your heart, a deep seeking should be there....then just live, go wherever life takes you and your wish will be fulfilled one day.Just look into your past all the dreams that was very deep inside you, is fulfilled now or on the verge of fulfillment....You will notice that you just arrived at it without doing much.

So my point is that one who seeks gets the prize, so seek ultimate, absolute truth and one fine day you will have it. Have a deep down wish to enjoy every moment of life and live in peace forever and ever....It will come to you..Wish is something which is always heard....


Saturday, 20 October 2012

What is stopping people to see the truth ?

For mind,money plays a very important role,because of this people are divided into different categories,these categories are of MIND not people:-
First category belongs to RICH.These kind of people own lot of money/material...these kind of people are basically confused...as they have lot of money...have almost everything but they don't feel the vastness,they enjoy life (but they don't know they can enjoy that material million times more than what they are doing right now).There are people who are thinkers and rich tend to find the real happiness/core of happiness,but most of them just waste their time keeping themselves busy in thousands of activities.They will show that they are happy but inner being still in search for the real and absolute happiness as money cannot buy it.
What is money/material, why it attracts ?
The root cause of happiness and joy is absence of thoughts,when you expect something and it happens then you become blank,your thoughts basically go for a toss and you are available in present and it feels so good,but since you completely think you are mind,mind bounces back in a moment or two and you attach your happiness with that event,its same for sadness.So every time an event in mind lets it drop itself for a while or two you meet happiness and sadness.People tend to attach these events,a reason for living.Nothing wrong in that,if you think you are completely mind then what you do is absolutely right.But the truth is you are not mind,you don't give an importance of undercurrent event and stay on the surface.
So its easy to understand how people started giving importance to money,power etc.when you visit exotic place you feel good,you just go out of thought and start feeling the connection,a silence.Your mind thinks that ok this place is awesome should come every year/month,now if you are rich its okay,but a normal people will associate this with money,more money means more exotic places..
But now if you  go to same place,you won't find the same silence as now mind stored it and will play past images and will miss the connection, the wow factor.
why did it happen ?
It happened because mind is virtual,if you listen to it will never guide you right....you associated an event in your life with a material,money...which was wrong,you don't need to go places to meet silence,to see wow things,its there in front of you...the whole belongs to you....watch your feelings that is important,that is basic,that is you....Life is totally feeling not mind....it keep changing.....so does life...Life is in here and now not in exotic places....People are so weak that to be happy they create an event to do that.....Only because they don't know who they are...the day you will find your identity the event will disappear and the feeling which is root cause of happiness will be all time available for you.
That's why rich(extremely rich) people are confused,they keep creating events and get bored with the event but never meet absolute happiness.They can easily learn meditation,and its happening,if you try to survey most the people who join meditation classes are RICH,or do different kind of YOGA.But this also doesn't help them much as true sense of meditation is not understood,meditation is not a body posture and breathing,its a seeking,seeking for truth,seeking for absolute silence.Its not about learning techniques but its about unlearning it.

Second category is middle class people,who are dependent on their monthly income,they have to follow a proper plan to survive....these people live in HOPE.Mind basic ingredient is past and hope for future.They think if they will own a house,this and that...they will be happy and keep working hard for it...they even cant think of meditation...if you tell them you will be happy,you have to do nothing for that,they will laugh at you..they will never believe you...hence can never understand and realize the core of happiness....if you tell them you have to plan,you have to do this ,you have to do that...give a full proof plan,a complicated plan they will be convinced that ok,then i will  reach absolute happiness....they are very much attached on surface as the surface is yet to be explored by them...all their talks are based on money,saving money.So middle class represents a category of MIND who always stay in HOPE.It's very hard to convince them.

Third category is poor people who have nothing to loose but these kind of mind truly believes that they are born unlucky,money and happiness is for rich people...they don't have even facility to explore surface..hence meditation is very far away from them...they can never imagine even in their dreams that happiness is art of doing nothing....

In order to meditate or reach extreme happiness one has to drop mind,these both dimension no mind and mind are parallel and never intersect....so whatever category of mind you belong to....you are born to reach absolute happiness and satisfaction,just have to drop mind,no matter what your mind type is....  

Monday, 15 October 2012

What is Meditation ?

You must have heard about the word meditation,but very few people know what exactly it is.Whenever you hear the word meditation your mind fetches a image of a person sitting silently in folded leg posture with closed eye.But you are not aware what that person is trying to do.Meditation in hindi means YOG(meaning addition)....but addition with what ? Meditation is a process of connecting yourself with the main source or you can say GOD.It is a process where you
allow things to happen,you accept everything,not a single bit of rejection.So,if you can be acceptive,not a rejection at all.For example,You look a flower now if you just look,no comments like its beautifull,nice color,what a beautifull god creation.If you dont comment just look
let the lights,sound,everything come to you.These all together carries information about the flower,and when you are allowing it to happen,you will be connected,you will feel the flowering,a real flowering,you will totally dissolve and can feel every fragrance of it.
Now this is called meditation(yog/addition) where you got connected with nature/GOD/with yourself.
So mediation can be a way of life,where every act can be meditative,you completely do a act and nothing else.Doing completely a task means no thought process is going or minimum thought process is going(which is only required to do the particular task).So this way you remain connected
with the source(a great silence and harmony in your heart/full of joy) and can do your work.
Meditation is basically art of doing nothing(no thoughts being created) ,but why ?Everybody is connected with the source that's why we are growing,all day to day activities going on.But people spend their tiny energy in mind(in creation of thought one after another) so feeling a connection with the vast energy source is almost nil .Now if you don't do any thing,no thought creation then u feel that connection with the vast energy source which was already there but you were somewhere else.That's why meditation is " Art of Doing Nothing".
The person sitting in folded leg pose is also meditating...he is doing the same thing what you did with flower but he is a bit deeper interacting with cosmic energies..

Why one should meditate ? 


Every being in this universe is fed energy source to survive,these energy are in differnt form
known to us like air,water,soil,fire(heat),etc.These are the energy source which make us alive,a consciousness.For example if air is removed you will die,if water is removed you will die.similarly if any of the energy form which comprises us is removed we won't exist.Its like you have electricity source and you plugin in device(like tv,air condition etc) to make it active.Similarly we are also plugged in with the vast resource of energy.How vast is that energy source ?
This energy source has no end,its infinite,its all around us includes the whole universe.This energy includes everyhting diffrent gasses,particle,heat,light, vacuum...everything.And all of us are connected with that huge energy and we require only tiny amount of energy to perform day to day activity.When we are connected with the huge energy resource this means we are part of that energy source and its true for all the human being as same energy resource everybody is connected.
But normally people dont feel that vast energy,they feel only the energy which is constrained in his/her body and not more than that.Infact if you are doing some work you don't even feel your body....but why we cant feel that if we are connected with such a vast energy source?
This is because whatever tiny energy people have is wasted in creation of thoughts.Mind make use of that energy to create thoughts and hence your energy is wasted.When you are meditating(Plz read about meditation in my blog) the thought creation is no more hence you are available in present where you can now feel the vast energy,now you feel that you are part of the energy source.Since now you feel the vast energy source...and everything around is the part of that energy...you can feel it just like you feel your hand or your body part,you are no more constrained in body now....but part of whole.This will create a harmony,feeling of oneness,feeling of vastness,feeling of completeness,feeling of love(just like when you love your body.)
Your defination is no more body now but a whole.you represent whole now not a small part of energy that resides in your body.
This is what life is king size.

Sunday, 14 October 2012

How to start ?

What I am talking about is inner journey,where nobody can help reach the goal.You have to find your own,but one can guide you to get started,become a seeker towards freedom,absolute freedom.

But what exactly i will be seeking ? what i have to achieve to be free?

As i told you that mind job is to create thoughts,a series of endless thought.For example, you find a pen lying on a table.Now you remembered that you used that pen for passing your graduation or something ,your mind start thinking of college days,then your friends and many consecutive thoughts start coming to your mind.Or it can happen the other way,may be you failed in the exam and memories(which is bad) start coming to your mind.You don't have control over it but you are flying with mind.If its good memories ,you smile,if bad you cry.
So the thought process is always there whether you are doing something or not doing.You are never at rest.
There are very tiny gaps between your thoughts but those gaps are so small that you don't even notice that.Now your job is to widened that gap.That gap will give your answers.As these gaps get widened you will have more time to interact with it and find the mystery lying in these gaps.
To find in between the thoughts you have follow yourself,the method i used might not be useful to you,so here you have to follow yourself.I will tell how to start.
Your aim is not to tell your mind to stop creating thought or stop thinking,as mind is very efficient and does know how to do its job well.Just have to increase the GAP between the thoughts.

1) You are not mind,if you are not mind and mind is virtual ,then how to find that.The solution is WATCH your mind.Whatever thought going in your mind you have to witness it,watch it.Watching means let things come just be alert and witness it.Don't comment ,this is good/bad beautiful/ugly as soon as you comment you come out of witnessing process,and thought will start popping.
Keep watching,after a while your breathe will be tuned automatically,your heart will go a bit light.
What is happening right now is.....when you watch your mind(which is virtual),the thought process which was going on gets lower in count and after a while it drops automatically.
For the beginners it will drop only for a while or two and then again thought process will start.
but even for a while you will feel relaxed,blessed and silence in your heart.
The above process actually fixed a meeting with the GAPS between your thoughts.
Its like black clouds covering the sky and you are not able to see the sky due to the clouds .Here clouds i mean to say is your thought that mind creates and sky is the freedom.gaps is the gap between the two clouds.So when mind drops itself you are available with the clear sky,immense silence and harmony.So as you increase the gap between two thoughts you will have more time to live in reality,and you will be guided.So your aim to widened that gap which has become very small due to lot of thoughts ,lot of worries. Continue reading...




My answers

Why are we born ?

We are born to live."LIVE" are we not living now ? Well, living is a process where you connect yourself with the surrounding.Most of the time when you look at a thing/object in front of you,your mind projects the past memory of the object or similar object which your mind has created.so you never look at the object, you are looking at a projection of it,that is virtual,which does not exist,so all the objects around you are real but you are not looking at it.Your mind is projecting a virtual part of it.But why do mind do that? Why mind complicates things?What it doesn't want to meet us with the real object ? To get the answer of these questions you have to know something about mind.
What is mind ?
Mind is basically a tool which takes a thought as input and gives output a thought after processing and analyzing.It's a collection of thoughts you can say.It's basic collection is past memories that was witnessed by you in your past.So those memories are encapsulated and stored in your mind.Its mind job,natural job to take input a thought(what you see,hear,or observe) and give output a thought, a believe and accordingly you respond.In day to day life what people see around is the projection of mind.Mind doesn't complicate things,its mind job to create thought one after another.it never stops,even though you are sleeping your subconscious mind is active.every time some or the other thought is going in your mind,even if you are doing something your mind never keep quite, it simply keep creating thoughts in your mind endlessly as nobody is there to keep a check on it.In fact if you try to put a check it will create even more thoughts. Mind simply does it job but we never come out of mind to see the reality,meet the reality.

Now coming back to my answer,so our job is to see the reality,meet the reality and not living the virtual part of it.But what happens when we see the reality? when we see the reality you will not have any thought being created in the mind,you completely dissolve in present,completely be in now and here and as consequence you will feel the connection with the things around,you can feel it,you  see its beauty,it doesn't matter whether you are looking at the most ugliest thing in the world,you will feel its beauty.You will enter into world of feeling where you feel things around you.when you look at a flower in real you will feel the joy and your heart will be full of peace,silence and satisfaction..you will come to experience the real flowering.This is what we are born for.
This is called living where every breathe will make you feel worth living.You just need to breathe to enjoy at the fullest.You will feel completely lively,you will come to know that since so many years you never lived even for a moment.the joy is so intense that it will answer all your question.
So when i say we we are born to LIVE,this is what living is in real sense.

What is aim of life ?
As i said we are here to live but is there any aim where we have to reach ? Among many species known to us only human being has a capability of being awakened,get in sync with the nature.we are all form of a energy,consciousness.The only responsibility of human is to live,not in mind but in reality,to live in here and now and rest is taken care of.You are not mind but mind is only a tool for you to use but its happening the other way.You are pure consciousness whose job is to be completely whatever comes in front of you.Its like water you put in any utensil, it will take a shape of the utensil.Consciousness is  like liquid though it appears solid to you,it has capability to take any shape.

Life has no aim as such it has no origin and no end.Its infinite.Its like a river which flows endlessly with no aim.We just have to enjoy the endless journey.

What is hell and heaven ?

When you live in the real world,just breathing gives you immense joy and silence,you don't have to do anything to be happy,just being in here and now is so exciting that you were never so excited even for a moment when you stay in mind.So living in here and now is heaven(God's Kingdom),and living in virtual life,in a projection of mind is hell where you have to struggle hard to earn happiness and sadness followed by it.As happiness and sadness comes in a package you cannot separate it.If a particular reason has given you happiness then the same reason will make you sad.So struggling for a little happiness and that too very very shallow is what i call it  hell. Continue reading...

What happened in March 2012 ?

I woke up in the morning that day was Mahashivratri(Hindu festival) and had a meeting in office,so I prepared for the office and reached office a bit early...meeting started and I was listening to the person ,suddenly something happened and I could hear his voice very very clear.The colors of his shirt became brighter and clearer,I looked around I could see a different world with same character and everything so.clear, calm  and soothing.It looked as never before.It was like i never looked things like this before.
Between my eyebrows I started getting a sweet pain and that pain was so.good,full of completeness.I was feeling complete even the words were hitting me like somebody is striking me with infinite amount of happiness and joy....that pain started converting into a something which I don't have words to tell.It started filling my heart with joy,my heart was filling with immense joy on every breathe.Breathing was never such a fun.
It was certainly a bliss,feeling like never before,I can't describe my feelings as there is no such word in the dictionary that can describe that feeling.
NOW I GOT MY ANSWERS 

What exactly was that feeling ? And why ?
The state that is called Enlightenment/Awakening where I could see the world made by God(here God is not what you think of,just a word i am using for you can say nature.),the way he wanted to see us,I could feel the oneness and dissolving to be one,it made my heart go light and started filling with joy every second every breath,from that day I have been living in heaven.......now everything is clear to me...my inner being has answered all the questions........there is past and  future a in between there is a moment called present which is real,a reality....mind always stays in past and creating dreams for future in doing so we miss the present and we keep on missing every time we are in mind...so you have a option whether you live that moment or be a mind and keep thinking about past and future which is virtual...which does not exist at all.



Why did i get a pain between the eyebrows ?
That event has awakened my third eye which helps me go into another dimension of life into gods kingdom where the language is only feeling...an absolute silence where I can be whatever I want to be......I can be bird feeling its wings its playfulness...third eye has capability to sense things as it is hence now I am living in the world of feelings,where i can feel everything around.My every action is becoming meditation now...a connection with god/source.
 There is thin line difference between the reality and what your mind is projecting to you....it's infinite fun just to be in real life.....in here and now...not fooled by mind.

What is third eye ? What do you mean by activation of third eye ?

Third eye is pineal gland in our brain.

 
While the physiological function of the pineal gland has been unknown until recent times, mystical traditions and esoteric schools have long known this area in the middle of the brain to be the connecting link between the physical and spiritual worlds. Considered the most powerful and highest source of ethereal energy available to humans, the pineal gland has always been important in initiating supernatural powers. Development of psychic talents has been closely associated with this organ of higher vision.
The third eye controls the various bio-rhythms of the body. It works in harmony with the hypothalamus gland which directs the body's thirst, hunger, sexual desire and the biological clock that determines our aging process. When it "awakens", one feels a pressure at the base of the brain.
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Thursday, 11 October 2012

Truth about Life

Science has answered many questions.In last few years science has grown exponentially.But still there are some very basic question science has no answer for it.
Why are we born ?
What is the aim of life ?
Do we have something to accomplish in this life ?
What is heaven and hell that many religious people talk about? Do they really exist ?

When i was very young in my teenage i also had the similar doubt,why am i ? am i born to study and then get good job,good wife,good children,have good attitude towards people etc.Is this a reason for which such a complicated universe exist ? Is this a reason for a human being to exist ? Or something else.
From that day i started to find the answers for my question.I was a science student so my approach initially was very scientific.But later on i realized that its becoming very clumsy to make use of science to find my answers.Then i started meeting religious people,spiritual people(not exactly started but it just happened that i get to meet these people).It was better than science people as few answers were convincing also those answers were not based on logic so that might be a reason.

Just like others i got busy with my studies,my graduation and a normal life,still my answers were a mystery for me.Deep down there was a search and i never accepted the rule what people carry with them.I always had a feeling that this is not done,this is not the reason we are born,there has to be something else which i am not able to see it.In those 10 years i read different books,different people view but except one no other could put a heavy impact on me.It was OSHO whose words were very much convincing and attractive as well.It had a power who pulled me towards it.I started reading and listening to him.But still my questions were part of philosophy and practically unanswered.

One fine day in March 2012,the day magic happened and my life changed,i got my answers. Continue reading...